Do Gaj Zamin

zindegi kyasa khel khela
mohabbat mujhe adhure chor diya..
itna andhera hai samne
roshni najar hi nehi ati...
kisi ki haste huye chahera
dekhne ki khatir
mujhe jaher pina para...

mehefil pe roshni bahat nazar a raha hai samne
mere akhon me kaha...
ghutan si chayee hai zindegi me
isko mai chupaoo kaha
tere anchal ke niche sama lya tune
aaj bus do gaj zamin chaiye..
mere kafan ke lye..
mere kafan ke lye..

ai zamin thora sa madat kar de mujhe
tere anchal ke niche do gaj zamin dede mujhe...
iss ashman ke niche sona chahta hu mai..
tere anchal ke niche sona chahta hu mai..
mere nasib me jo andhera hai...
usme thora suraj ki kiran lana chahta hu mai
adat jo ban chuki hai
aaj usko bhulana chahta hu mai
ai zamin thora sa madat kar de mujhe
tere anchal ke niche do gaj zamin dede mujhe...

na jane kab iss dilki pukar tumko sunai de zindegi..

khamoshi se jiya nehi jata...
mohabbat nasib me kaha...
sob ko lagta hai, mujhe dard se mohabbat hai
kisi ne mera dil ko nehi chaha
zindegi.. humesa ek naya morepe le ata
akela kyu ho gaya mai.. mujhko nehi pata
kuch likhne ki maan nehi hai
labz bhi dhoka de dete hai mujhe
mujhe daulat bhi nehi chaiye..
mujhe sahorat bhi nehi chaiye
thorasa mohabbat dedo mujhe
itna mangkar bhi nasib nehi hota
koi humsafar.. ek humdard ki talash hai mujhe
khodase mangta hu to...
mahefil ko andher kar deti hai o
kyu.. kyu.. kyu?
kya mujhe mohabbat ki adhikar nehi hai
yah fir mere nasib pathar ki lakir se likha gayee hai
khushya sob ki nasib me hai..
nehi hai to baas mere nasib me
mai dur se dekhta hu...
sob ki hashi-khusi nazare..
mai bhi swapne dekhta hu..
ek chotise zindegi ke
lekin... khudrat bhi mujhse ruthe hai
mere lye har khushiya idd ka chand ban gaya hai
aaj bhi dhund raha hu mai... khushiya
na jane kab woh mere achal me akar gire
iss dil bhi kabhi khilta tha
iss dilme bhi kabhi zindegi daurta tha
lekin aaj, iss dilko kisi ne pathar ki lakir bana diye
na jane firse kab, iss dilme thorasa mohabbat ki nadiya bahe
na jane kab iss dilki pukar tumko sunai de zindegi..

aaj mere zindegi adhure rehe gaya

aaj mere zindegi
ek tanhai me ulajh gaya..
mai ne chaha jisko...
mera mohabbat ko bhulake
kishi aur ki ho gaya..
mere zindegi jo adhure raste pe chal raha tha...
aaj bhi woh iss adhure raste par hi rahe gaya
aaj mere zindegi ek tanhai me ulajh gaya
mere samne sirf..aur sirf
andhera najar a raha hai..
mujhe ehi lag raha hai
khoda ne mujhse aur ekbar
ruth gaya hai..
mai jab unse eh puncha
kyu.. kyu mujhse dur ho rehe ho tum
unone kaha mujhe...
mere hat me kuch nehi...
sab khoda ke hat me hai..

mere paas koi labz nehi bacha
siwai mere takdir ki ahat ke
aaj mere zindegi firse adhure rahe gaya...
mujhe aur nehi zina... aur nehi zina,
iss adhure zindegi ki saung
yah mere zindegi, khush rahe na tum
tumhari woh khushiya bhari zindegi ke saung..
mera yehi bolna tha.. tumse...

aaj mere zindegi firse adhure rahe gaya...
yeh mere akhri khat hai... tumhare lye..
agar tumko samajh aye to samajh lena...
nehi aye to... kora kagaz samajhke fek dna
yeh adhuri zindegi katti nehi mere khamoshi ke saung
kyu ke.. aaj mere zindegi firse adhure rahe gaya
mere andar jo dard ho raha hai..
mai chahta hu..ashu banke nikal aaye woh
lekin, kambaqt ashu bhi nehi ata...
lagta hai.. iss khamoshi se woh ashubhi chup gaya...
mai kya karu kuch samajhme nehi ata...
ei mere khoda, thora to rahem karta tu
mere iss adhure zindegi ko
to aaj mere zindegi adhure na raheta..
aur kuch nehi kahena mujhe...
baas... eh akhri khat ko tum fardena
yah fir aug me jala dena
mujhe eh pata hai.. iss adhure rasta manzil payegi
mere maut ke saung...
lekin tum rona nehi, tumhare samne khushia bhari zindgi hai
kya huya... aaj mere zindegi adhure rehe gaya