kayse ji raha hu main iss zindegi

milne ki ummed pe baytha raha din bhar..
lekin hume kya pata ke nasib kuch aur likhkar rakha hai
din bit gayee... raat dhal gaya
unse na mil paya...
rubji humse naraz hai sayed
mujhse mera mohabbat ko alag kar di
tanhai saha nahi jata
duwa bhi kabul nahi hota mera
kayse jiyu yeh zindegi
kuch samajh nahi ata
zinda to hu mai
lekin maut se bhi bahttar hai hai mera zindegi
duwa karta hu kisiko bhi na
aysi zindegi mile
ek pal ki chyan nahi hai iss zindegi me
kayse ji raha hu main iss zindegi

Kyu ji raha hun main?

roshni to hai har taraf
lekin mere akhon me kyu andhera chaya hua hai
na jane kyu jub dilse puch leta hu unki khabar
ankhon me anshu a jati hai
sapna dekhne me aaj dar lagta hai
taki, jub ankh khulu to sapna
tut jane ki dar laga reheta hai
zindegi berang ho gayee hai
jubse saja yeh dil ko mila hai

kisise koi siqwa nahi...
bus siqwa hai khudse
jo saza mila mujhe
sayed usika hakdar hu main
dil ne ek hi galti kiya
zindegi bhulakar unse mohabbat kar liya
aaj mohabbat bazaro me bikne lage hai

jubse roshni chali gayee hai ankhon se...
rubji se duwa karta hu... ankhon ki roshni phir na bapas aye...
mujhme aur himmat na raha...
iss be juwa duniya me jine ki..

kya kahu iss dil se

maut kyu nahi ati mujhe
dard jo hai sine me
mera maut se wo kam nahi hogi
rubji se duwa mangta hu
lekin dard kam nahi hota zindegi ki
zindegi se dur jana chahta hu mai
maut ko gale lagana chahta hu mai
rub ji bus ekbar mujhe maut de do
taki iss dil ko thoda sa sukun mile